So I've never had a blog before. And I've never really read other's blogs. I'm not even sure how it works. So I hope I'm doing this right...not sure if there is a wrong way of just blurting stuff out on the internet. But I may be wrong.
Anyways, I think I have just encountered a very strong connection between God and me! I feel like I'm not alone and He's watching over me. And I feel great!
So, I've been crying a lot lately over my grandmother who recently passed away due to colon cancer. And I was on a bus going back to my place from my parent's place weeping. I'm sure people on the bus were giving me awkward stares. But anyways, I have this app on my phone, A Hadith a Day and I have a habit on checking it every now and then. And I just opened it and this is what the Hadith was:
"Rasul Allah (sal Allahu alihi wa sallam) said: "Good behaviour towards parents by which one can be courteous to them after their demise are to pray namaaz-e-janaaza upon them, make dua of forgiveness for them, fullfill their religious bequests, maintain a relationship with those relatives linked through them and honor their firends. [Abu Daud] "Charity on their behalf after their death (also) earns reward for them."[Muslim]"
I read it and I was like, wow, Allah swt really is watching over me and truly cares enough about me to show me ways that I can feel better and make my grandmother's good deeds grow.
It's like this light has shone on me and I feel so much better.

SubhanAllah!